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yup, i'm back.. sorta.. not like i've been gone much, maybe jus this blog..

anyway, as i'm typing this, i'm having a cold.. hate the dam feelin that everything else around me is freakin cold.. and up with a slight fever to boot.. sigh.. too much stuffs to handle in camp already, guess its part of having a big deal of a responsibility as a superior to my ppl..

hmm... feeling bored recently, like everything's peaceful.. dun get me wrong, peaceful's good.. jus that life doesnt have the kick like my poly days used to have.. it seems to also blend well with the feeling of being old.. lolx.. gonna be 21 in, lets see, 43 days.. wow, thats fast..

On another note, i've been stuck on a piece of arrangement for quite some time.. thank goodness Ian was there to help me.. sheesh, its like i'm super rusty.. maybe it wasnt meant to be done by me, maybe i slipped and let pride take control when i was offered the job.. hopefully i dun crash and burn..

Father, what does it take, to be close to you? To be the person i'm meant to be, and to be passionate in serving you? Hmm.. and I wonder..

PastandFuture