tired

I dun get wat is going on already.... however much i try to salvage, things might turn out better for a while, before crumbling once again... i really really want this to work out... but i'm a little bit worn out... is it over already? is the fire gone? is this wad it is all about? getting high and hopeful, only to be crushed down in the end?

Father Lord, is this the way you wanted it to be?

I'm just tired, and there isnt a single person i can turn to for rest

PastandFuture