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zzzzz, working for the past two days... lame job nia... cutting up paper boxes and the pay is pretty low, so i guess no point carrying on...

hmm... i really wanna write my own songs that will become hits.... or at LEAST sounds good... -_-"
i never did have the talent of writing songs... haix...

well, its almost halfway thru hols already... hmm... part of me jus wanna keep playing, part of me wanna get back to sch, part of me jus wanna hang out with frens, part of me is looking for love....... My life's in a kinda mess rite now... no focus, no destination, blah blah... other than gaming, which is a general part of my life, i've almost no idea on wad to do when i'm alone... at the very most, anime, guitar prac... the list jus kinda ends here... followed by an empty silence... i've been wonderin, is my life jus all abt these things? i play and enjoy and stuff but truly i still feel damn empty deep down and i know it better than anyone... WHY??
hope i dun get suicidal like the previous time this qn jus came strolling in my brain... depression is certainly setting in..... i believe there is much more to life... praying that i find out wat is out there...

Sometimes i ask, when will she come, Lord, when will she come and be there whenever i need someone? Silence is the current answer

PastandFuture